Torn Between Two Men

Gossip Girl,

    I write you because I can't even tell my friends, pathetic I know, that at this point I have no one to turn to but a stranger. A person behind a pen name, but my heart is breaking and being pulled is so many directions. I'm in a relationship that is awful, he's a cold and jaded man. We haven't gotten along for months, we don't laugh or smile, hell we don't even touch. The twist comes in the form of a guy who has come to me very unexpectedly. He's kind, loving, and makes me feel so special. I never thought I could feel like this towards someone again. So that leaves me stuck between two men. I'm not a cheater, the guilt I feel is almost overwhelming. So what do I do? Do I follow my heart or do I stay with my long term guy. Please help, I can't do this much longer.

Yours Truly,

Twisted